ok ok ok people i finally updated my xanga! I hope you are all happy. This takes so long to do and im so sure that you guys will be sitting here for hours just reading all of the things that i type lol. Just so all of you know....me and nick are doing good so far....actually great. The past few days have been a little rough though. Many things have happened so far. People telling him things that i never said. Hes getting really mad at me for things that i never said and its pissing me off. So to all of you who are feeding him these lies STOP IT! Its not funny. People keep trying to ruin our relationship and thats pissing me off too. I cant help it if i have someone you guys want. Back off hes mine! Sorry... im not in the best of mood right now. You can thank certain people for that one lol. Not my fault people try to piss me off. I dont know wat they get out of doing that cause i find myself scary at times when im angyr......and so do my parents. just ask them ...they have to live with me lol. Ohhhh school is going to suck this year. We have all the little freshmen hoes that are coming in to steal all of our boyfreinds. Watch your backs girls. Welp im gonna go now. Laters

love you nick <3

Hello people!!!! I have wonderful news! Some of you may be pissed at me and some of you may be happy for me..........IM BACK WITH NICK!!!!! I missed him so much......come to find out he missed me just as much! LUCKY ME!!! I love him so much......hes my world! I wouldnt change that for anything.....i tried to tell all of you that i wouldnt be over him and that i wouldnt get over him! I was right....once again! Most of you know alot of the stuff thats going on right now.........well forget all of it! Were back together and thats all that matters to me! Hes actually over here at my house right now......how ironic right! Welp im sorry to report that i must be leaving you now.....im sorry.......i will fill you all in sometime else......if you ask me! Gotta go! Goodbye!

       I LOVE YOU NICK LAKEY

                 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo      

Ok people! i heard this song and it kills me! Me and nick broke up again and im still deeply in love with him.  Here is a song that explains this feeling.  Here are the lyrics.

Lips Of An Angel"

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

God its a sad song! Welp i g2g! Im crying too much to type now! Later people

Love you still nick

Hello people! Well as you all know.....me and nick broke up last wednesday! Well due to other events me and him are going out again! I am happy about this.  I am stressing out completely over the fight that him and my mom are currently having though. I dont know wat to do anymore cause i mean ive already lost him once.....i dont want to lose him again.  Considering  I absolutely love him and i dont want him to leave me again.  To all of my friends though.......you have to let this hate toward him go because i still love him and i dont want to hear anything else said about it. Please just let me handle my  own business about all of this. Im sick and tired of hearing all of it.  Anyways......to nick.......i love u more than anything and i most certainly dont want to lose u again........so please if u can avoid fighting with my mom that would be helpful hun lol. Anyways if any of my friends wants to call me my number is 566-2923.  Welp i have to go now.

                        I LOVE U WITH ALL OF MY HEART NICK!!!!!!

                                           later

Hello people!!!! Since sunday me and nick have been going out for four months now!!! Im so happy. It seems so much longer than that though. Wow four months!!! This is my longest relationship yet! Im gonna stay with him too lol. Hes grounded for two weeks too. Makes me sad but theres nothing either of us can do about it lol. So im just gonna have to deal with it till then. He gets ungrounded next thursday though which makes me happy cause we only have to deal with one more painful weekend without each other. Which is this weekend. Welp anyways i just thought that i would update. LEAVE ME COMMENTS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!

                                           I love u nick (kisses and hugs) xoxoxoxoxo